♥ Monday, April 30, 2007
today was a fucked up day like criously.. i cried.. ALOT! damn, it was because i worried for nothing.. i was supposed to meet rizal.. he said he was on the way.. ok so i waited ever so patiently under the stupid void deck for almost 1 hour.. i started to get pissed and worried at the same time coz all my messages and calls were like ignored!! The first person i called was nadya.. i told her everything n i started tearing really badly.. she asked me why im crying n why i got soo worked up for nothing when there wasnt any recent fights between me n rizal.. i told her i was confused too,, i didnt know what happened n its my bad habit to jump to conclusions even before i get to know what was happening.. in the midst of my call with nadya rizal CALLED!! the first thing i did was scream "KENAPE U TAK REPLY MY MSG?? ABE KENAPE BILE I CALL U TAROK???!!!" his voice was sooo calm as if nothing happened n he answered me"SAYANG SORIE LA TADI I KENE TAHAN NGAN POLICE LA PASAL GANGSTERISM" after i heard that some sense of calmness swept over me but suddenly shouted"I NANGES TAU U, U BUAT I WORRY!" with that i just ended the call.. but then his friend called me and told me that what rizal said was true and that he was sad that i shouted and screamed at him.. ok so i felt bad it was my fault after all for thinking negatively.. finally when he arrived he was with his group of friends.. not only was rizal appologizing,, his frens apologized too..ahaha they were a cute bunch of chimpanzees i might say.. and for the police thing, it was just a slight misunderstanding.. so yah rizal n me jus talked stuff out and now we're a happy couple once more..I can gladly end off today's post with a light feeling in my heart :))..
Cause it's the coolest age to be./9:17 PM
♥ Sunday, April 29, 2007
i went to my cousin's wedding yesterday.. met my rarely met cousins which is bside my dad's side..it was FRICKIN boring.. i just sat there and watch all the MAKCIKS blab about MAKCIK things.. i was dying for izzah's n syitah's arrival at that moment.. thankfully they did arrive but a lil bit late than i xpected..we chatted n chatted coz the last time we made contact was like during hari raya..
syitah n me
Cause it's the coolest age to be./9:56 AM
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izzah n me
Cause it's the coolest age to be./9:47 AM
♥ Saturday, April 28, 2007
Yesterday went to town with liana,, bought two jeans and a shirt, couldnt get my jeans instantly as they need to be altered.. n today i need to freaking go down to far east plaza just to get it.. so yah im soo dead coz i accidentally plucked my eyebrows(unprofessionally by MYSELF!) and it turned out like shit.. n the worse part is i have to wait for it to grow aaaaargh!! i know
I KNOW im dumb! ok but whatever whats done is done rite?? so at the time of the tragedy,, my cousin who was hanging out at my house, playing com and didnt know what i did coz i was in another room was in a state of shock coz her eyes was bulging and her mouth was wide open when she gotta know about it. ok im totally exaggerating,, but you could tell she's suprised and her face showed disbelieve..haha k. so she was like asking me why i did it in the first place n i said"coz i think my brows are too bushy" n she was like speechless... and im like "i shouldnt have done it,, i shouldnt have done it".. THANKFULLY my mum had her eyebrow kit.. and it did save me from looking like a stupid
asswipe..
Cause it's the coolest age to be./12:31 PM
♥ Thursday, April 26, 2007
LETS JUST POST PICS FOR TODAY AITE
Cause it's the coolest age to be./4:40 PM
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*babygirlnbabygurl*
Cause it's the coolest age to be./4:38 PM
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*babygalnbabygerl*
Cause it's the coolest age to be./4:37 PM
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Cause it's the coolest age to be./4:35 PM
♥ Monday, April 23, 2007
happy belated burfdae
FATIN!!
Cause it's the coolest age to be./5:10 PM
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Cause it's the coolest age to be./5:03 PM
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i didnt go to school today, reason being, woke up late n jus being plain lazy.
just one week of school n i dont feel like going to school anymore
my mom said i have a choice. either i continue schooling in
that ite, or...
transfer to a private school..haiz.. im like stuck between these two options.
maybe i should just stay.. what do you think i should do?
k so lately i've been in this "ihatemyself" mode, i think it has got something to do with not being surrounded with my secondary school frens..
i totally wish i didnt graduate.. now the phase of having to make new friends
once again is just plain hard.. and it takes time.. i know..
and one more thing
I MISS MY BABY SQUIRTLE! hurry up and finish ur exams.. i want to hang out with u!!
Cause it's the coolest age to be./4:34 PM
♥ Sunday, April 22, 2007
i feel like i've become deformed mentally
lately i feel like im the ugliest person on earth,,
everybody hates me,,
basically all the negative things
i hate myself for feeling like this
y cant i become like everybody else who love themselves?
only
ONE person and only
ONE can actually cheer me up.
Nadya's the person
NOBODY else
aargh nads i need u more than ever
i feel like crap
i know u'll definitely hate me for thinking like this
but i cant help it
sheesh
Cause it's the coolest age to be./3:24 PM
♥ Thursday, April 12, 2007
I OFFICIALLY STOPPED WORKING AT M1!!!!!!YAHOO!!YIPPEE!!
lemme see.once i get my pay..which is tomorrow by the way..gonna buy the etnies shoe i've been eyeing for quite a while..so yeah once again i wanna declare that im lazy to update..bla100..i miss ma baby soo much.. havent seen him in a week or so.. he's bz with schoolwork..im bz with ma own stuff..gonn start school in a few days.. i hope everything goes smoothly.. n soo i've no idea what to write..but i'll compensate with theese few pics i snapped.. au revoir n happy viewing..
we celebrated our bd 2gether
real life
pontianak!! nah its just liyana haha
Cause it's the coolest age to be./6:23 PM
