I cant explain how hurt i've been since u left me.
Im never going to be the same zuran ever.
my heart is in a state where its in pieces almost impossible to mend.
this what HE said:
Hai perempuan yg ku cintai buat selame lame nye.. sebelum saye meninggalkn awk, saye ade brape perkataan...
saye rase tali perhubungan kite lebih baek saye putuskn.. sampai disini saje la.. saye btol2 kecewa dgn awk.. saye tahu awk maen blakang saye tap tkpe.. saye rase geram ape bile terdngar cerite sal awak.. punye la syg nk masok 5 mths we r together but tetap diputuskn.. i tink we r not meant for each other.. saye begitu sedih dan sedu skali pabile awk buat demikian di blakang saye.. u noe wat? Brape berat hati saye nk lepaskn awk..saye cinta awk dari keikhlasan hati saye nie..bukan senang nk dpt pompuan mcm awk nie.. tau jage hati org..langkah demi langkah aku terus berjua, masa demi masa sampai akhirnya.. terima kasih atas penghinaan yg kau lemparkn.. langkah demi langkah kita daki bersama, jatuh terluka bangon semula terima kasih atas kesakitan yg telah kau berikan... slamat tinggal kesengsaraan, slmt tinggal penderitaan terima kasih atas pengorbanan yg kau berikan.. Demi tuhan aku syg padamu.. air mata menjadi saksinya.. bagaimana agy hendak ku buktikn kesetiaan cinta ku ini.. apakah lagy yg kau mahu.. tk cukupkah pengorbana ku.. kali terakhir i wanna sae 'i reali3 luv u so much frm the bottom of my hear'! Tsnx for everiting.. hope u get a better guy then me..
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this is what I said:
Alrite then dear, im reali gonn miz u, i know u wont believe me wen i sae we r juz frens. i reali stil love u alot n til forever. i just couldnt belive u would say those hurtful words "BREAKUP". i know we r still young n have a long way to go. i realy thought we could go a long way. it disgusts me that it ended right bfore my parents departure for umrah and ur burfdae, i reali wanted to celebrate it together. i just wish we could talk things out. i dont blieve in the words " u would find a better guy than me",coz we never tried. its hard for me to let u go. i reali cant blieve dat it has to end now. Dear, y must ot end. I reali hate myself for getting u 2 not trust me.In relationships, we tend to make mistakes. Could u ever 4give me 4 hurting u even if i reali didnt mean to. Sayang, my mum reali appreciate uveri much, i dont dare tell my mom about our breakup, bcoz it will hurt her too. I reali feel like hugging u, coz u r the only one who can comfort me. i jus wanna hug u, i dont wanna leave u! i cant take it! i just cant! im not strong! y cant u just give me a chance 2 prove 2 u dat im not like any of the bitches out there, who just wanna take advantage of u. Its all up to you, but if u have made up ur mind about this, i reali cant do aniting but cry, and let time heal my almost unhealable scar.
Cause it's the coolest age to be./10:50 AM
