alrite so 2 weeks of freedom has come to an end.
alot of things have been happening.
i did things that i've never done before.
for example clubbing.heh, yup it was fun.
but too much minareps and matreps.
i was like the only decent person there.
oh yea i got sick from chain smoking.
i had a terrible cough, bad headache and high fever, all at one shot.
i swear never to do stupid things like that again.
ohh and i really had enough of tonning.
making my place more like a dumpster.
and i think i've gain weight.
i miss nadya and my siao crew alot.
i changed these past few days.
i promised you that in my previous post.
remember the day i had my big breakup?
yup that was the turning point in my life.
i went wild.
but now i realize, i have to stop all of this nonsense.
gotta turn back to the right path..
and there are 3 more weeks of holiday left till the next school term.
my goals are:
-change my ways
-quit smoking for good
-meet up with friends that matters most, that includes nadya, renu, my siao crew and my cuzzies.. aaargh i miss them soooo much!
-and lose weight
TO FARR, FARAH AND ELYANA
I KNOW I'VE CHANGED ALOT THESE DAYS
YOU GUYS DONT FIND ME LIKE THE CHEERFUL AND LOUD ZURAN I USED TO BE
I'VE TURNED INTO A WACKO(EVENTHOUGH I'VE ALWAYS BEEN A WACKO)
THESE 2 WEEKS MADE ME REALIZE HOW I WISHED WE COULD BE LIKE LAST TIME.
CAREFREE AND CLOSE.
HAIZZ IM SORRY FOR NOT COMING TO SCHOOL THESE DAYS.
I DONT KNOW WHAT'S GOTTEN INTO ME.
I JUST WANNA SAY SORRY FOR THE WRONG DOINGS
AND HOPE U GUYS COULD FORGIVE ME.
LETS BE ONE UNITED SIAO CREW AGAIN!
Cause it's the coolest age to be./5:40 PM
ok so ma parents are now in the holy place of mekka as we speak. me n ma bro are like left all alone at ma place for the next two weeks. ahh freedom. the only down side is that my house will turn into a dumpster. n i cant cook. so maggi mee all the way. mom left some money. but only a lil. n im not planning to spend it on food, why waste on food when u can go shopping with it. some more the great singapore sale is going on. i really thought i could spend time ton-ing with ma x. but fate ruined it. aargh! i still cant get over it. sorie guys it really takes time. i know u want me to cheer up and all. u'll see ma normal self in like.. i dunno.. couple of mths? insyallah i'll get better.
jus now went to fareena's house and we finished shooting the video for our bzf role play thingy. didnt know acting could be soooooo damn tiring. we did alot of mistakes, and had to redo. but in the end it turned out to be ok. oh yah can u see the two last pics below?guess what those green light represents........................................................
its cats eyes! haha i know soo random. omigod there were soo many cats around farr's block.. they were all sooo cute.
k dats bout all
love ya peeps!
Cause it's the coolest age to be./11:26 PM
