alrite so 2 weeks of freedom has come to an end.
alot of things have been happening.
i did things that i've never done before.
for example clubbing.heh, yup it was fun.
but too much minareps and matreps.
i was like the only decent person there.
oh yea i got sick from chain smoking.
i had a terrible cough, bad headache and high fever, all at one shot.
i swear never to do stupid things like that again.
ohh and i really had enough of tonning.
making my place more like a dumpster.
and i think i've gain weight.
i miss nadya and my siao crew alot.
i changed these past few days.
i promised you that in my previous post.
remember the day i had my big breakup?
yup that was the turning point in my life.
i went wild.
but now i realize, i have to stop all of this nonsense.
gotta turn back to the right path..
and there are 3 more weeks of holiday left till the next school term.
my goals are:
-change my ways
-quit smoking for good
-meet up with friends that matters most, that includes nadya, renu, my siao crew and my cuzzies.. aaargh i miss them soooo much!
-and lose weight
TO FARR, FARAH AND ELYANA
I KNOW I'VE CHANGED ALOT THESE DAYS
YOU GUYS DONT FIND ME LIKE THE CHEERFUL AND LOUD ZURAN I USED TO BE
I'VE TURNED INTO A WACKO(EVENTHOUGH I'VE ALWAYS BEEN A WACKO)
THESE 2 WEEKS MADE ME REALIZE HOW I WISHED WE COULD BE LIKE LAST TIME.
CAREFREE AND CLOSE.
HAIZZ IM SORRY FOR NOT COMING TO SCHOOL THESE DAYS.
I DONT KNOW WHAT'S GOTTEN INTO ME.
I JUST WANNA SAY SORRY FOR THE WRONG DOINGS
AND HOPE U GUYS COULD FORGIVE ME.
LETS BE ONE UNITED SIAO CREW AGAIN!
Cause it's the coolest age to be./5:40 PM
